I wish you could have gone too. I almost didn't even consider going when Jette first told us about it. I thought "Awww... it's in Scotland. *I* can't go..." Then I started thinking about it. I was single, living with my parents, I had almost no bills so I started thinking, "Why not?" My mom was very resistant at first, but she soon warmed to the idea and made me several things to wear, including the black dress in Philippa's piccy of me. I was about 70 pounds lighter then too. I was in the best shape of my life, mainly because I was determined not to go and look like the schlub that I tend to be. It must have worked; one English gentleman was chatting me up in the bar the night I was sitting there with Maroussia and Nerina. (That was a night unto itself. We closed the bar...)